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Tuesday, March 8, 2011
is hard to make decision ....
i tot i am very good in leading, thinking, with a cool mind ... however, facts show that i'm not !!!
i hate making decision, i'm not afraid that i will make the wrong one, but i'm afraid that i am not making the best one ... i'm afraid that the decision or choices that i've make will bring even bigger impact than the 1 that i didn't...
SL told me that i should think more for myself but not others, i know the theory, but i just don't want to lose my friend... perhaps not now ... mayb when im about to finish my degree ???
but i've tried hard to stay calm, control my temper as well as be cool although i'm freaking angry !!!
but people do not understand what they've done !!!
THEY ARE NOT !!! TOTALLY NOT !!!
maybe some friends are good when having fun, but not when having trouble, what called in chinese "有福可以同享,有难不能同当" ... i understand this sentences so well !!! do choices reli nid sacrifice ???? i'm exhausted ... for all the things, may be i've made the wrong decision at 1st ... my temper reli make me in trouble !!!
oh god !!! can u just shoot me ?!! i dunwanna think !!! i got no courage to tell them what i want actually ..... i nid 2 plan b4 i make dis decision .!.. seriously !!!
anyone can tell me how 2 do? i reli got no idea !!!!!
Thursday, January 6, 2011
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