Ex-Utarian ~~~

29th of December 2010 ... I met up with Ella Khoo, Bibi, SuetMei & of coz My houzmate -- Louise, Veonna,Kelly & AhMok ...

it has been almost 2 years i never meet up with Ella, Bibi & SuetMei !!!

wahahahha...im so excited de moment i saw Ella !!! she has changed a little bit... become slimmer, more feminine ... haha !!! I reli miss her !!

yo!!! 2years later, finally we met up !!! miss you sooooooooo Much !!!

Bibi still looks great ... & she keeps on talking sweet words(a Good Liar) ... hahahaha ...

one of the latecomers(Louise!!(left)) & Veonna (dressed up nice)

we had our lunch at GuXiang (a korean restaurant) ... and i had my Lunch wit Bi Bim Bap as shown in the picture !!! hahaha... i & Ella took de same ... but she said it was suxxx !!!

looks great !!! but taste, ....... ok ok la ...

actualli it was not bad la, if it is abit more salty, abit more sour, abit more yummy ... kakakaka ...

what i was surprised was ---- Ella played Wedding Dress at the musical instrument shop ~~~ woohoo!!! it was GREAT & AWESOME !!!! the 1st time i hear it in Live ~~~ woah ! im regretting why i din ask my dad to bring me to piano class last time ... Ella played it so well ... & i fall in love to her dat moment !!!! hahahaha !!

she brought me alot of surprises ..... She got a bf !!!!! & out of 6, there are 3 who in Love ~~~ how sweet ... Ella, i wish you all de best & sweet sweet love wif ur bf ... hahaha

She asked us for the CNY visiting to her houz ... but i cant promise her yet, as i dont know whether there are any plans from Papa... haha..but if i can make it i will make it ... hehehe...

had fun wif all dis ladies~~~ chat,crap,walk,bilibala ~~~ memorable outing for me ....

My DreamLand ~~

oh oh oh oh !!! before i forget, this few days i keep dreaming good dreams ... wahahahahaha.... those who appeared in my dreams, all i love ~~~

few few days ago, i dreamed that i & pei wuen went to Park Jung Min's fans'meeting ... woohoo !!! crowded !!! but ... our JungMin oppa only concentrate on us !!! wahahaha(wat a good sign), he asking for my present on my hands, but i duno why i replied him dat it was not him, den he jz keep talking wif the 2 of us, & ignore others fans, those fans just passing by lk dat... the 3 of us sit beside & just keep talking talking non-stop, he is great & awesome !!! v talk & laugh like friends... woah !!! is was a Great & Awesome dream !!!

and then, few days ago, i dreamed that duno when & where i met HyunJoong on the street, den he brought me to his company, we just keep talking on the road, it was great, becoz oli 2 of us this time ... duno why, i understand wat he said, and he understand my poor korean as well (i dun reli rmb i was talking in korean or not)... then we reached his company .... the other were there too !!! ParkJungMin, KimHyungJun, KimKyuJong & HeoYoungSaeng .... they all welcome me !! hahahaha !! so great !!! JungMin even took photos wif me !! & they just treat me like their friends, so friendly... Tom & Jerry keep making noise, HyunJoong went for make-up ... i dun rmb wat KyuJong & YoungSaeng did... but !!! one of their manager chased me to get out, he said dat fans are not allowed here !! im so so so angry !!! they all kept silent, HyunJoong came out & say sorry, he told me 2 stay there & dun bother bout his manager ~~~~ so warm !!!! woah !! how great if my dreams really comes true ???? i cant imagine it !!!

today & yesterday i dreamed too !!!! but i cant rmb any little pieces scenes of 1 of the dreams ..... im wishing that i can dream again 2nite ... i wanna make a collection if my dreams if i can rmb it ~~~ walalalallaa ~~~

Sweet Dreams ~~~~~ GoodNight ~~~~~~

Old Friends, Long Chat ....

Had a long chat today wif AhLam, Vingent & AhMok @ McDonald's .....

had fun...how long i didn't see him ??? i tink few months ... miss him a lot when i'm at kampar ... we all do miss him so much !!! hahaha... was surprised when he called me out for "yum-cha" ... although we been out for once last time... long time din see him, but his driving skill is still very "sui pei" ..hahaha, scared me !!! he is trying to break his horn as he keeps horn-ing ppl that crossing road, driving in-front of him and those who "blocked" his road !!! he really wanna get punch by ppl ... but he is still very funny !!!

actually i'm quite enjoying the atmosphere with them, laugh-out-loud, talking nonsense, teasing each others, just talk about any little things & craps ... really miss my Foundation life ~~~ How good was that time??? although we always argued for our assignment, but we are still doing our best(we are the best) ... hanging here & there together ... laugh together & even laugh at ppl together ...

wooo ~~~ too bad that the other 3 cannot join us ... woos... how good if we can still hang out like dis when we're working !!!!!

too bad u're not adult like us AhLam, i will introduce you to my other friends for sure ~~~ hahahahahhaa ...

Dear future husband ...

Oh great !!! I don't remember my new blog's address ..... almost make me gonna make a new blog again ...... luckily i did sent msg to animals in Fb...

Finally i found what i read that day, a Tweet from Alexander... he wrote it for his future wife ... so cute & sweet ... here he goes :

#DearFutureWife, don't know if u r a KISS-ME

or not. But still, I LOVE YOU. (=3=)♥ ″Love u, love u love u~♪″ hehe~

Alexander, i tink your future wife will definitely a KISS-ME, because only KISS-ME will love you the way you do, even she might not be a KISS-ME previously, but she will become a KISS-ME when she meets you ... May your future wife a KISS-ME, that will be a nice love story of you ...

I'm here to write a message for my Future Husband,

Dear Future Husband, don't know if you are tall/short,

handsome or not, muscular or thin, but still i really hope that you are patient

, gentle, and will support whatever i do... I will like you to accompany me to have all de delicacies

& dessert, and just stop me from taking TOO MUCH chocolate & Ice-cream, yet, will share my Favourite with me...

Dear Future Husband, please forgive me that not being gentle, soft, soft-spoken, and forgive all my weaknesses ... I'm hot-tempered, please calm me down when i'm on fire, please do not leave me alone when i'm angry/depressed/sad/crying ..... I hate lonely, i'm emotional, please forgive me from being emotional, I will like to have some private space but sometimes i don't wanna be alone ....

Dear Future Husband, I'm careless sometimes, please help me to remember some important task/ big day in my life ... I might not be good in cooking, but i will still trying to make some dishes for you, please forgive me if you feel stomach upset after taking all of them...

Dear Future Husband, please stay beside me when I'm sick,

Gemini always don't like to be alone, especially when i'm down... I love romantic scenes in drama/ movies ... but never in my real life, I will feel disgusting hearing some sweet words, never say " you are my sunshine, you are my oxygen, i can't live without you ..." bla bla bla & so on ... they are bullshit !!!!! May be I'm not tough enough to become a superwoman, but I'm tough enough to hold my tears ...

Dear Future Husband, please tell me when you are going to leave

me, let me have some preparation, psychologically & physically ... I will just think about our problem, I will just let you go if i realize that this is the best way for You & Me... Please don't let me see you again in my remaining life ... I will hate you for sure, but who knows ?? May be I will forgive you one day ... The last day of my life, or when I finally found my Real True Love ... You may not accompany me for my whole life, but i still appreciate you

that stay beside me once of my life...

Dear Future Husband, if you are the one who accompany me for my whole life, please do hold my hands when we were old, walking on the street, lying to each other on a bench and please do say that I'm still pretty like when i was young ... this will make me cry, I really admire those old couple, they can love each other for such a long long time, having their own children, grandchildren, grand-grandchildren ... walking through their life & toughness but

still holding each other's hand in the end... I really admire that ...

Dear Future Husband, always give me a morning Kiss & Goodnight Kiss to let me know that you still Love me ...

Dear Future Husband, i don't know if you are rich/poor, but please do love me as i do ... If i can still remember this post when i really got you, i will let you have a look at this... If i do remember...

I love you, My Future Husband ...

New Year, New Start .....

Created new blog, old's one abandoned for years ..... since it is New Year (coming new year), i need a new start with new blog .... hahaha .. but i wonder how long i will keep blogging ???

6days from now will be 2011 !!! woohoo ~~ happy or sad ??? i'll becoming 21yrs old in the coming 2011... feel old ... time flies, will complete my Degree in the year 2012 !!! and i'm no more 10++ ... :(

new year wishes ~~~

1. new friends

2. new targetsssss

3. new hairstyle !!! hahaha

4. stay healthy + wealthy

5. stop adding new Idolssss (*i really hope so..)

6. keep improving * languages, knowledges & bla bla bla ...

I know the above i can have it except for No.5, it's a little bit hard for me, i know that .....

I wish i can have more more time to accompany my family (3 years time in Kampar, only 1 1/2 years i've been spending it with my family)...

I wish all my beloved can have their another half in the coming new year ~~~ cause i really wan to know what will happened next !!! hahahaha, will they just abandon me ??? (*i tink yes)

1 thing !!!!! i would like to keep dreaming of sweet dreams ~~~i Love dreaming so much, within few days of my sem-break, i've been dreaming for few good dreams, and it is really sweet sweet dreams that i will just wake up with full of happiness+smile+sweetssss ..... just like melting in a cup of sugar syrup !!! wow !!! it's really wonderful !!! pls, let me just continue my Sweet Sweet Dreams in my Dreamland ~~~

Happy New Year anyway ....